Phew! After a wonderfully long vacay, I'm back to life, reality and wedding planning. And having a bit of a time adjusting back into it! I barely though about anything relevant to anything on vacation and went DAYS without thinking about the wedding! It was the best thing for me at the moment because before vacay thoughts of the wedding were driving me towards a mental break down cliff and I was teetering on the edge.
And the break gave me a different vantage point of the wedding and is making me promise myself that I will chill the F out! Sure there is still a lot of stress involved, but everything will work itself out. I just have to be patient and find my wedding zen.